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I don't know, whether this fight means anything to you.
But it does to me. The videos that I posted in Facebook, it brings our memories.
Endy's status, at Lot One, our double dates, it brings up memories,
Yes Fairus, I wasn't quite sure why I was freaking mad at you. I don't know who to blame.
You, or me? Well, you got a problem, that concerns some facts about me. But you've kept it to yourself, when you've already promised me that you will NEVER keep anything away from me. Even some misunderstandings. But then, I have to take the initiative to ask. Nehmind, once in a life.
But still, I just couldn't accept, when you said that I changed.
Like the Malay saying; "Takda angin, takda ribut"
You changed your personal message. Which hurts me. But, when I found out why, I was more hurt. You said I changed cause
- I talked to Aqil till I have to post in on blog.
- I deleted some of my profile pictures that contains your name.
- I changed our names in my MSN.
I guess, that's it right? I guess that's the point you're mad at me and scolded me for changing, right? Come, let me list on some things one by one for you.
About Aqil, yes, I was spending my afternoon, chatting with him. The reason was because both of us were bored. Yes, even when I talked to your own friend, you are scared of losing me, right? Then, at the same time, yes, I don't really let you talk to girls that much. Especially my friends. But, why? Only Aqil, Fairus. It's not that I talked to him every single minute, every single day. Not always. It's only been once. OKay, exact saying, twice. The first one was when there was a spammer in my blog. But then, in school? I don't really talked to him. If I talked to him, it will only like, some jokes that he had on me.
OKay, I posted his picture on my blog at my previousprevious post. Wait, I wasn't only posting about his picture. I even wrote a post. I posted that I wanna keep my blog ALIVE and that was the reason why I posted it on blog. Didn't you read? Ah, what the heel, I forgot that you didn't bother to read either after seeing his picture. And I also forgot that I'm nothing to you, what for you wanna read about my life, right, Fairus?
About my profile pictures that contains your name. Yes, I deleted it. Why? I deleted it as I don't wish to overload my profile pictures. Is it even wrong? Why wouldn't you bother to even asked why I deleted it? Commonsense mana taruk? Pantat kau pah? Ada number aku, bleh call atau tanye, kan? Have my MSN, can chat, right?
MSN name. Yes, I changed it as people kept thinking that I was Fairus. So, I changed it.
It's my MSN account, why bother on what my name is? The important thing is that, we're still together what. Why must you bother about the name? Pathetic.
Okay. Now I wanna ask you. Your friends in Facebook. Corrections. Your Girl Friends in facebook that you added. Some of them were not your juniors from Lakeside Primary nor Jurong Secondary. But, have I ever forbid you not to add girls in your Facebook account? Nah. I don't even bother to ask cause I trusted you. I know you will not flirt with them. You'll only be friends. Then, why get so worked up between Aqil and I? I swear, by your actions, you don't trust me, when it was supposed to be the other way round. I am the one who isn't suppose to trust you after you lied to me. I don't know if you remembered it or not. But, who cares? I don't. You don't. Nobody does.
Easy say, I'm not happy when you said that I've changed and you sacrificed things for me. Like what I said in my status. I fvckingly hell don't wish to know.
And now, it's almost 12am.
We're online, but still, we ignored each other.
Thank you stranger for giving the courage.
Thank you.
Let the stranger be unknown alright (:
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