 Jurong Secondary, 2D`2011 \m/ And our story will never stop,  He's my man, he's my boyfriend He's the place where I laugh, cry, smile with 1st September 2010, and there's no ending I love you It's nothing else, but only us, BOYFRIEND♥ January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 Photobucket! Saturday, August 28, 2010 I want us back. ): It's easy to move on, but it's not easy to forget our memories. Labels: i want us back  Okay, let's update. CURRENTLY; CHATTING WITH ABANG SYAHMI, TEXTING WITH NADZIRUL. Okay, Yesterday night, I didn't even sleep for atleast 5 minutes. My eyes just couldn't shut. Bacenn slept already, yea, he was tired -,- Nadzirul was my entertainer! As he worked, he texted me :DD We texted with each other til 6am plus? After my shower, I texted him, but end up, he didn't reply. Checkcheck, dia tido -,- OKay, today's story. Went to Johor to collect some cakes cause yesterday didn't managed to collect it. After that, off to Malacca :DD Was supposed to look for mom's, dad's and brother's baju kurung. End up, I also buy a new pair of baju kurung. Heh. So now, I got 2 pairs of baju kurung. One red, one light brown. I like! Heh, after that, proceed to Tesco. Shopshopshop. Then off to Singapore back around 5plus? Caught in a traffic jam. Reached Singapore, straight away texted Bacenn and Nadzirul :D Reached home around 6 plus? Reached home, showered, siapsiap, off to Bukit Batok to break fast at cousin's place. Blablabla, reached home around 8 or 9 plus? And now, here I am, updating this blog of mine -,- To him; Yesterday, we didn't talk that much. Yes, I wasn't that happy. Then, Nadzirul was my entertainer. When I told you about it, you wasn't quite pleased. Then today, we didn't talk that much. And you should know, I am not tht happy. Yea, this time round, Abang Syahmi and Nadzirul entertain me. While you wanna sleep. Sigh. Nehmind. I'm just missing you badly. And I wasn't quite sure, how should I express it to you. It is isn't as easy as before. Sigh. Just three words; I miss you. Labels: malacca Friday, August 27, 2010  o.o If you read my previous post, I was supposed to go to Johor. But when reached the Tuas Checkpoint, got heavy traffic jam. Trus, tak jadi. Basketball, baseball! -,- Ouh. I miss boyfriend. Wait, correction, ex-boyfriend. ): I don't know why, I miss everything that we had altogether. I miss all the craps we had. All the pinchings. I miss us going home together. I miss confessing to guys when they asked whether he was my steady or not. I miss disturbing him with Imran, his twinney. I miss him giving a pathetic face. I miss it when he scolded me for staring at people. I miss it when he disturb me about my pimple. I miss the days we had in school, being idiots. I miss the time we went to Lot One with Endy and Ilyqa. I miss all the sweet goodnight wishes everytime he sent me, before I sleep. I miss him being sarcastic whenever I'm late. I miss his sarcasm. Easy saying, I miss Firah and Fairus. ))': Okay. Currently, texting with Acap Bintanq and Nadzirul and chatting with Brother Syahmi :D Text-ed ex-boyfriend, he didn't reply. Sad or what?! Hmm. Okay. I'm off now. Need to get some rest, tmr morning off to Malacca -,- Goodbye and Goodnight all humans -,- :DD Labels: malacca Wootwoot. Sorry for leaving my dearest bloggy dead. One reason, just plain lazy. Was requested by dearest senior to update this dead blog, so here I am, being a goodgirl and update :X Okay, if you read my header up there, you'll see that guy named Fairus. Yes, we officially ended our love story on 24th August 2010 )): Though we ended it, I still love him. He still hadn't return my heart back fully to me, so, I'm still his. (: Hmm, 24th August I ended the story with him. 25th August, I swear, I went to school with swollen eyes. ): Jerald say like goldfish. Ftw. HAHAH. But still, I'd like to thank Jerald Teow, Nur Erfizah, Nur Shahidah, Hanhs CPU, and those who tried to cheer me up and make me stop crying :D And haha, that day, I made 40plus of paper boats. Why? Cause it would remind me memories between me and him :> Let's end it here about me and bby. Will continue some other time, alright? All I know, I still love him, and it didn't change a bit. So, jyea. Lateron, I'm off to Johor to get some kuih? Yea. Gonna break fast there. So, I'm off now. Byebye all. :D Though we ended our love story, I still love you, Ex-boyfriend Labels: I sayang ex-boyfriend Friday, August 20, 2010 I deleted my links and tagb. LINKS, cause i find it too messy and some of the links are dead and some of them don't bother re-linking me back. So, why bother link them, kankan? :D TAGBOARD, one reason, dead -,- Dah, bye. Sayang sume. And oh, if wanna be linked, tell me through MSN or Fb jyea :D 21st August 2010, which falls tomorrow. This post is especially dedicated to Bby Fairus. Tomorrow will be our FOURTH month sayang. Yes, people may say, it's nothing compared to their relationship. But yea, to me, it means something. And I know, to you too, it means something since so far, this relationship is the longest for you. Four months bby. In this relationship, I wouldn't know why, but I find it different from my past 13/14 relationships. I wouldn't know what is the cause of me, changing to a girl, whom I never thought I would be. I wouldn't thought it was possible for me to change when I am with you. Everything is so confusing. You're like a riddle in my life, and made me change, and made me wondered how did you managed to change me. It's totally an unsolved riddle. 21st August, I realised something. Whenever we will have our monthsary, we will have a little argument. Cute kan? NO. It hurts bby. We had our smaaaaaaaaaall fight yesterday. We fought as I didn't meet you at Lakeside bus stop and walk home together. You waited an hour, just for me. Six buses of 240 went off, yet you still waited for me. You didn't mind how the whether was, how hot it is, you still waited for me (': But unfortunately, I took 98, and it stopped opposite that bus stop, and we didn't get to meet and walk home together ): When I got home, I onlined. I was hoping that you would online too, but, no. A few hours later then you onlined. When I saw your personal message, I knew something isn't right bby. You were somekind of pissed. When I tried asking why, you wouldn't tell me. Until I sulked, then you told me. You let out all your irritatedness to me, you let out all your anger to me. I understand hunny. I don't mind. I let you wait for an hour, just for me. And yea, sape tak binget kan? Tunggu punye lama, tak datang. Heh. Today, you managed to send me home. Yey, Firah got presents from Fairus! What present? A sweet pen, with written words. One bottle of MENTOS. 2 packets of Mentos. Aww. Bby knows what I like; Mentos. Though he knows that I am sick, yey, he still bothers to pamper me with what I love. Not only that, Monday, he will be buying a cake for me, just for our 4th Monthsary (': Jealous much people? Heh. :D Let's end it here though I have a lot of things to tell. Let's just make it a secret, and not let it out that much okay (: Labels: 21/04/10, I LOVE YOU Thursday, August 12, 2010 Will not be updating this blog for a while. Anything, just find in Facebook aite (: Bye. Just stay tuned to my next post :D Labels: Will it end? Sunday, August 8, 2010 Was given by bby. I don't hate him, I LOVE HIM♥ Labels: thank you bby MY FACEBOOK IS BEING HACKED. AND I HAVE TO CREATE A NEW ACCOUNT. PLEASE ADD ME UP AGAIN. Search for Firah Azmi or musfeerahhh@hotmail.com thanks jyea )': yuk kita baca macam mane nieh anak buat Firah cry like a baby, Firah: Please go to bed. Im no one to tell you to do so. But i wanna you to be fresh for tmr madrasah. Him: you youself said oreadi youre no one to me.. y bothered den if im fresh anot tmr? i now im just a plain loser in ur eyes rite.. but the reason was not to add fire to dis fight and make it bigger, wat for i argue back? to ruined everythin? theres no use for me coz you will just answer back non stop.. i am no one to say dat to you but think uhh, dun ever tink my actions show dat youre nutin to me wen you are, i dun wish to elaborate coz i dun wan either one to get hurt again.. Firah: Hey. Im trying to find peace here. Suke eh spam blog org? Who said that you're just a plain loser? The reason i wanna u to be fresh is tht i still care abt you. Kau tak appreciate. Dah lah. Gaska kau lah kay. Nieh last text aku hanta pat kau. Lepas nieh, kalau ade pape jadi, kau peh hal. Him: hmm fine eh? i know dis guy does not appreciate your care n love. Sory den.. hmm nehmind uh i noe im simply useless to you oreadi..bye what next? Labels: sumpah i hate you Saturday, August 7, 2010 I don't know, whether this fight means anything to you. But it does to me. The videos that I posted in Facebook, it brings our memories. Endy's status, at Lot One, our double dates, it brings up memories, Yes Fairus, I wasn't quite sure why I was freaking mad at you. I don't know who to blame. You, or me? Well, you got a problem, that concerns some facts about me. But you've kept it to yourself, when you've already promised me that you will NEVER keep anything away from me. Even some misunderstandings. But then, I have to take the initiative to ask. Nehmind, once in a life. But still, I just couldn't accept, when you said that I changed. Like the Malay saying; "Takda angin, takda ribut" You changed your personal message. Which hurts me. But, when I found out why, I was more hurt. You said I changed cause - I talked to Aqil till I have to post in on blog. - I deleted some of my profile pictures that contains your name. - I changed our names in my MSN. I guess, that's it right? I guess that's the point you're mad at me and scolded me for changing, right? Come, let me list on some things one by one for you. About Aqil, yes, I was spending my afternoon, chatting with him. The reason was because both of us were bored. Yes, even when I talked to your own friend, you are scared of losing me, right? Then, at the same time, yes, I don't really let you talk to girls that much. Especially my friends. But, why? Only Aqil, Fairus. It's not that I talked to him every single minute, every single day. Not always. It's only been once. OKay, exact saying, twice. The first one was when there was a spammer in my blog. But then, in school? I don't really talked to him. If I talked to him, it will only like, some jokes that he had on me. OKay, I posted his picture on my blog at my previousprevious post. Wait, I wasn't only posting about his picture. I even wrote a post. I posted that I wanna keep my blog ALIVE and that was the reason why I posted it on blog. Didn't you read? Ah, what the heel, I forgot that you didn't bother to read either after seeing his picture. And I also forgot that I'm nothing to you, what for you wanna read about my life, right, Fairus? About my profile pictures that contains your name. Yes, I deleted it. Why? I deleted it as I don't wish to overload my profile pictures. Is it even wrong? Why wouldn't you bother to even asked why I deleted it? Commonsense mana taruk? Pantat kau pah? Ada number aku, bleh call atau tanye, kan? Have my MSN, can chat, right? MSN name. Yes, I changed it as people kept thinking that I was Fairus. So, I changed it. It's my MSN account, why bother on what my name is? The important thing is that, we're still together what. Why must you bother about the name? Pathetic. Okay. Now I wanna ask you. Your friends in Facebook. Corrections. Your Girl Friends in facebook that you added. Some of them were not your juniors from Lakeside Primary nor Jurong Secondary. But, have I ever forbid you not to add girls in your Facebook account? Nah. I don't even bother to ask cause I trusted you. I know you will not flirt with them. You'll only be friends. Then, why get so worked up between Aqil and I? I swear, by your actions, you don't trust me, when it was supposed to be the other way round. I am the one who isn't suppose to trust you after you lied to me. I don't know if you remembered it or not. But, who cares? I don't. You don't. Nobody does. Easy say, I'm not happy when you said that I've changed and you sacrificed things for me. Like what I said in my status. I fvckingly hell don't wish to know. And now, it's almost 12am. We're online, but still, we ignored each other. Thank you stranger for giving the courage. Thank you. Let the stranger be unknown alright (: Labels: Fairus, I hate you DEAR MOHAMMED FAIRUS BIN SALUDIN; I DELETED THE PREVIOUS POST. I DELETED HIS FACEBOOK ACCOUNT. I DELETED HIS NUMBER. KAY? KAU DAH HAPPY SEKARANG? KAU NAK AKU UPLOAD TU GAMBAR PAT FACEBOOK UNTOK KAU TENGOK? KAU NAK AKU LETAK NAME KAU AS MSN NAME AKU SO THAT KAU TAKKAN KELIRU? KAU NAK? GASAK KAU UH APE NAK JADI LEPAS NIEH. KAU PEH PASAL. AKU DAH CUCI TANGAN, AKU DAH MALAS MAU LAYAN. Labels: Ccb yuk kita post, yuuuuk! sorry. no picture. I'm using cousin's MacBook. (: okay, MONDAY. I got ORAL with Mr Denise Chin. Cool or what?! Okay, before that, during Math lesson, I was given DETENTION by Ms Ng. Like what the hell -,- Just because I didn't attend my Math retest during last Friday, she gave me a detention. But, I escaped as I got English Oral after school. Okay, I was quite nervous as Mr Chin is a super awesome sarcastic person. When it was my turn for the oral, my heart was beating awesome fast. ): Thenthen, came to the picture discussion. When I ended the picture discussion, he was like; "Why are you so nervous? Thinking about HIM eh?" Then, I was like, "alehmak, dah start lah!" Then, came to the conversation part. Then suddenly, when I ended the conversation, Mr Chin suddenly said; Mr Chin; Why are you so nervous and less confidence? Thinking about him eh? Me; Ah? No lah. Mr Chin; Then? Wait, do you know who is the him that I am referring to? Me; Er, Fairus? Mr Chin; YES! Um, next time, you must be confident like ENDY & AQIL. Me; *turned to the left, and frowned* Mr Chin; So, how many months already? Me; 3 months. Mr Chin; Who initiated the relationship? Me; Him. Mr Chin; Obviously! Mr Chin; OKay, that's all. Me; Umm, okay. Bye. Thank you Mr Chin. Mr Chin; OKay, is he taking you home? Me; Yup. He's waiting for me. Mr Chin; OKay, bye. AHAHAH! Sumpah, kekek. TUESDAY until THURSDAY, I swear, I can't remember a single winney thing (: FRIDAY, was National Day celebration. Woohoo, school ended at 10 (: celebration was aweeeesome. I love the part when the MODERN DANCERS danced. Cool lah. But too bad uh, mostly of their props were bought at Cotton On. It's like sooo freaking obvious. Duh :P Then, bused home down with sayang. Then, took sister home, then go buy food with sayang and sister, then home, then watch Nickelodeon, then, went for night class (: Sumpah, class wasn't that awesome ): Talked about FASTING since fasting month is coming nearer and nearer. Sumpah, I tak suka ): SATURDAY. Woke up usual timing as getting ready for school as today I got WALK-A-THON. Woohoo. I tunggu Erfizah and kita pergi samesame (: Reached around the Yuhua Secondary there, I saw some matrep. I thought matrep mane jek yang lepak at 7am, coincidently, those matreps were my kaki lepak last two years. Hafiz and GANG. Wow, even Salihin also known as Along was there. I didn't know that they lepak pagi -,- OKay, I jalan. I translate, I walked the whole round with Fizah (: Then, after that, it started to drizzle. Then rain. Blablabla, I'm just too lazy to elaborate. I'm sorry. Those who were there, you know what happened aite (: And now, I'm at cousin's house playing her MacBook. Will be staying here until tmr (: Sudah, bye (: Sunday, August 1, 2010
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