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Boyfriend, this post, is dedicate especially for you;
Just now, we had a little of misunderstanding. Yes love, all the status and YouTube links in my facebook, I was referring to our relationship. Ever since our latest fight, after we were okay back, you were totally different. So is our relationship. I don't know, whether it's me, or you. But all I know, is that I totally love you. My love towards you is totally the same ever since 21st April 2010. But I'm not quite sure about you. I feel your love, but not like before. I'm sorry baby.
Baby, though I feel that way, I know, that feeling of mine could change.
Love, though I always use harsh words on you, you never scold me back with harsh words. You will just keep laughing. But I know, in your heart, you will ask why am I reacting like this. Scolding you with vulgarities for no certain reasons, using harsh words on you. I'm truly sorry.
All I want, is us to be like before. 3 months have passed already sayang. We fight, yes, and now we're still standing strong. YEY. You changed me. You gave me a real relationship, not like in my past. Ex-boyfriends, you guys should know what I'm trying to spit out.
After the little misunderstandings we had just now, I almost cried upon reading you text. But too bad, the tears is too stubborn to flow down. Bluek :P
But baby, you said that, you'll prove to me that you love me by your actions? How? You wanna try to be serious this time and prove this to me? For all I know, that the word serious, will never appear in your life, only when you're doing your trainings, right baby?
But, like I told you, I don't wish you to prove it to me by your actions. Since we were friends, I knew that you loved me. When we were friends, you cared a lot about me. When I'm sick, you asked me to do this and that. When I have problems, you were the place where I store my problems. You were my listening ears. From friends, till now, I know that you love me. I don't need you to show it to me by your actions. All I want, is for us to be like before, if it's possible.
But yes baby, nothing's impossible. So, we have chance to be back like before, right?
I hope.
Now, let me end it here. I'm tired. Hope bby reads this, and laughing to himself like a retarted person :P
And Fiina, thank you eh. You know, I know.
I know, once that we are together,
the love story is all about us.
No one will dare to interrupt the story,
and the story will have a happy ending.