BOYFRIEND♥

Jurong Secondary, 2D`2011 \m/

And our story will never stop,

He's my man, he's my boyfriend
He's the place where I laugh, cry, smile with
1st September 2010, and there's no ending
I love you

It's nothing else, but only us,

BOYFRIEND♥

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Boyfriend, I hope its not too late to have this posted especially for you.
21 May 2010, Friday is when we had our first month.
Let me re-call some of the sweet and bitter moments aite, boyfriend?

SWEET MOMENTS:

21 April 2010; 8.12pm is when we started our love story. Before that, I still remember, you asked me whether I had any relationship with (insert name). I kept denying as I rejected him when he wanted to be with me. I rejected each and every guys, but not you, Fairus. I accepted your stead without any hesitation.
The next day, you pick me up to school. We went to school together since then.

Then, not long after that, you gave me a Care Bear which was purple in colour. In the morning, you told me that it was an art project. Pathetic you! Then, after school, we to bus 246, we went up to the upper deck. It was only you and me and that moment. You surprised me with that care bear. Aww, sweet lah bie. ((:

BITTER MOMENTS:
Our very first fight. We fought about some misunderstandings at your Facebook and because of what Hambaly wrote at your wall. I still remember, we fought about (insert name).

Our second fight. It's still fresh in my head. You was at school, in NCC room. You called me. But you didn't even talked to me. You simply let the telephone go on without any conversation going on. You was busy joking around with Wee Chiat. Then, you kept asking me the same question which irritate me. I simply just say (translated in English):
"If you want to talk to me, then call me. Don't waste your money and my time and also, if you don't wish to talk to me, just say. Don't bother asking me the same question over and over again. Go and entertain your new girl and ignore me okay."
Okay, after that I just hung up the phone. Then, I re-called back what I've said. I can't believe I said that last sentence to boyfriend. I regretted it. I simply just cried after that. I cried because of what I've said. I cried because I just accused boyfriend for having a new girlfriend. My head was blank, totally blank. We fought after that. Boyfriend called me several times, I just ignored. He sent me a total of 12 text, that says : "I love u.. Sorry bie"
And a lot of long messages. I just read it, and tears fell down my cheeks one by one. I felt guilty. But then, I simply won't reply to what he sent me.
The next morning, I went to school like usual as it was examinations period at that time. I saw him at the bus stop, and I simply ignored him. I didn't look at him nor smiled at him. And oh, during my Mathematics Paper 2, the paper was easy, but I just couldn't concentrate and I couldn't think straight. But still, our argument ended at that day.

There is still more bitter and sweet moments, but let's just keep it for other times, okay?

And 21 May 2010, Friday.
You sent me home eventhough you got NCC camp. You took my hands and asked me whether my hand is bigger than your. Answer? NO. Then, you took out a ring and slip it to my finger. Aww, touching moment. Thank you for the ring, bie.

In this post, I just simply want to say,
I love Muhd Fairus Bin Saludin. He's the guy that I can trust. He's the guy that gives me hopes and courage whenever I need one. He's the guy that I needed the most. He's the guy that stepped in my life, and changed it around to the new me. He's the guy that made me realises my mistakes. If I were to write down more about him, I swear, it's like I'm spamming my post.

Maybe people say Actions Speak Louder Than Words.
So, I'll prove to you readers that I love Fayus and it's not just words. I'll show it by my actions.

I'll end my post here.
Goodbye readers. And to Fayus, Happy Belated 1st MonthSary dear.

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